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I know i told you you have nothing with the break of my love. You never interfered in this.
Well, i lied.
Today i dont want you anymore, then i feel free to be in love with my lover again. And he's just perfect now. It was your revealed desire that makes me want to escape. And I ran straight into your arms.And, back then, i couldn't resist to you. although I tried, I simply could not. Now you put an end to our little adventure by my own terms. I appreciate that.
You solved a problem that i haven't tried too hard to do so. I not even feel a pain as painful as it could be. I'm not even angry. I'm disappointed, that's it.
You not even destroyed what you built in me. and I not even mind me.
I still feel safe.
And now I can resist you.
And i can love my love.
Though i still want to be alone. I feel better about me, and i feel safer when i'm by my self.
I said you shouldn't feel guilty, that no one could blame you for this.
I didn't lie this time.
I'll not hang around with you any longer. I will not further besmirch me with you. I pretend i just slipped into your feet once. No one will ever care, no one will never connect you to my loneliness.
And i will never blame you, though i will be the only person that knows that it was you who makes me want to feel lonely and free again. That is thanks to you.
And I will always be grateful to you for that.
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